never meant t0 be.. a fairytale...

Chapter 1
Brand new chapter to be written
a chapter of you & me
the sparkles in your eyes
the warmth in your touch
what a fairytale it would have been



Chapter 2
Trekking through the forest
too lonely and quiet;
was the canopy of green
As I kept on moving
my eyes met you
I kept on running
I kept on stumbling
Chapter 3
What do I do
when the best part of me
was always you
What do I say
when you make me fall
& I’m the one to pay
I’m falling to pieces
how could you leave me this way
Chapter 5
Like the rocks on a cliff
my heart went crumbling down
did you ever stop to see
how much it really hurt me
It’s too late to apologize
It’s too late for hurt is done
Chapter 6
Under a rock,
I’m buried beneath
Struggling to climb out
or never, it would seem
I screamed your name out loud
but I just can’t make a sound
truth be told
my tears rolled, deep down
Final Chapter
Wish I could be
that last chapter of your fairytale
instead I was just its history,
carrying the pieces of a broken tragedy
With a wave of a wand,
You were a part of me
next moment, seems to be
you were nothing more but a dream
I’m closing my chapters
is it truly over then..
Like a princess still awaiting
for her prince charming
to come save her
& live happily ever after
right till the end...

y0ur birthdAy p0etry present....

If I never met you,
would you be in my thoughts now
If I never flew over for you,
Would it have saved me a million tears
If every poem I wrote to you
would take your breath away
I’d write even more
every minute ,every hour, everyday
If I never see you again
could I learn to let you go
Pains to know you rather not see me again
what did I ever do you wrong

They say you never realise
what you’ve lost
till you lose it
Seems like that it never really got started
you’ve already begun to end it

If the ocean was just an illusion
Why am I sinking in so deep
and if all that ocean was the reason
then maybe I never meant that much to you
as much as I thought I did..
Every second of happiness I felt
I got back a thousand knife stabs through
did I ever mention,
you are the only boy I ever said, ‘I love you’ to...

Should one day you wake up
& find that you’re missing me
You glance to your left
a note of goodbye
is the last you’ll ever see
that picture on my wall
that’s the closest to you
that I would ever be
Always remember, I love you
more than you’ll ever imagine
or what it could have been..