before you could grab hold of reality
your 365 days are up..
Its been a rocky journey
from start till end
most amazing memories, they all started in
never in the same way, did it always end
A lot of tears iv shed
Some are happy,
some are sad
Friends I’ve met and known
I’ve come to love
Always there in my time of need
A shoulder to cry on,
In moments, I so desperately seek
Led to a blossomed friendship
I so sorely miss.
Good things never do last
at the airport we bid goodbye
Leaving me sweet memories,
that money can never buy
Been that year of career sorts
Iv come to realise
Blew my 26th candle
and I thought;
what the hell am I doing with my life
New year, new decisions
less procrastinations
More aggressive actions
Painful moments of my heart
as I learnt to let go
that certain someone,
I should have done so,
a long time ago
my heart still scarred
time never did heal it yet
how do you fall for something
that you really never had
Iv learnt to get back on my white horse
still grabbing on to the rope
and it never did struck me
I would be slipping again
down a rocky slope
How did I let history repeat itself
somebody once said
before I knew it,
it was far too late
Sucked into the pits of 2010
Iv dug up a hole,
I could fall back in
or maybe it’s just a molehill
made into a mountain
I just have to get over it
obstacles will always appear
and I will deal with it
Crossing my fingers
it would be a happier year
with a certain somebody
hopefully things will work out
sooner or later
we'd be together....
